You say you love me but how do i know you mean it, you promise but you can never keep it. you say im the one who has to change, and i am, i’m changing for me for the better of us both. But you cant change, you cant commit, you cant promise. You cant try too hard or too less, you cant get emotional if you say something wrong you cant blame anyone else but yourself because if i do, i am the one that loses you. Because of my wrong, my mistake.
Im not perfect but either are you. I loved the old you the one you cared, the one who promised, the one who didnt take alcohol as a first option over a plan we made weeks ago, or change your mind every 2 seconds its fucks my mind around that much i yell and scream and hate on you. If your in the wrong its always someone else’ fault or i was the one who started. Opposites do attract but both are at wrong many times in life, they both have to accept the challenge that its not easy, it doesn’t just fade away or slip the mind in minutes.
Its hard. its life.
